Showing posts with label alone. Show all posts
Showing posts with label alone. Show all posts
Friday, December 21, 2007
I'm ok, I guess, better now.
Hey Julie, everyone(just in case there are other readers-I dout) I was feeling a little depressed the pass few days, I felt alone and did not know what to do.I know I may seem to be a loser without friends,maybe I am a loser but I do have friends.I do not know what my problem is but even when I am with my friends I feel alone. What is wrong with me?!Julie I am sorry that I have not posted, I will try to, everyday for now on.Thank you for being there for me Julie it really means a lot to knowing there is someone out there.I guess I really am not alone.
Sunday, December 16, 2007
Alone Again...
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Here I am, alone again...I am not sure what to do.Julie if you are out there and you read this I am now allowing anonymous comments, please post a comment I need to know that someone is out there.I do not know what to say.I realize that the entire Internet community could be reading my blog but I feel strange posting how I truly feel right now because Sarah is reading.What is wrong with me?Can someone tell me exactly what is wrong with me?!?
In case anyone noticed I have not mentioned Jill, it is because I have ceased all contact with her for now.I feel guilty and free at the same time and I just do not understand it.These feelings do not happen too often with me, I guess this time I am just tired of falling victim to Jill one too many times, no more.Until I straighten things out and she does aswell, that is just the way it is going to be,a life without Jill around.
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Here I am, alone again...I am not sure what to do.Julie if you are out there and you read this I am now allowing anonymous comments, please post a comment I need to know that someone is out there.I do not know what to say.I realize that the entire Internet community could be reading my blog but I feel strange posting how I truly feel right now because Sarah is reading.What is wrong with me?Can someone tell me exactly what is wrong with me?!?
In case anyone noticed I have not mentioned Jill, it is because I have ceased all contact with her for now.I feel guilty and free at the same time and I just do not understand it.These feelings do not happen too often with me, I guess this time I am just tired of falling victim to Jill one too many times, no more.Until I straighten things out and she does aswell, that is just the way it is going to be,a life without Jill around.
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Saturday, December 15, 2007
Alone
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Hello to all (if any) my readers.Sarah is off of the Internet for now, she said until January so I am not sure who is reading this,maybe Julie.She said she reads my blog but she just does not post.Perhaps I should allow anonymous comments so I could have at least Julie...Well hello Julie-if you are there, somewhere, reading this if not I guess I will just have to see if there is anyone still out even the least bit interested in my blog and what I have to say.
I feel strangely, alone.Why is this?I have friends and family, why does one person I never really met, matter so much?
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Hello to all (if any) my readers.Sarah is off of the Internet for now, she said until January so I am not sure who is reading this,maybe Julie.She said she reads my blog but she just does not post.Perhaps I should allow anonymous comments so I could have at least Julie...Well hello Julie-if you are there, somewhere, reading this if not I guess I will just have to see if there is anyone still out even the least bit interested in my blog and what I have to say.
I feel strangely, alone.Why is this?I have friends and family, why does one person I never really met, matter so much?
-end blog
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